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Saturday, December 11, 2010

Pleasant Paradox

Dear Lord,

Thank you very much for making this a roller coaster year. I am grateful that 2010 is so different from all the other years. Thank you for not giving my goals but for answering my prayers.

I did not lose 15lbs which could have made me sexier. Instead, You took all of my dead weight which I think made me beautiful within. Thank you Lord for knowing and doing what's best for me.

I was not able to save Php300k which could have helped me feel secure and confident. Instead, I had to pay and still am paying for conjugal debts incurred because of love but got out of hand because of foolishness. Thank you Lord for the humbling experience. I am at peace knowing that I am totally dependent on your goodness.

I wanted to have a happy family. I planned to conceive on our second wedding anniversary. Yet, what I had was a broken marriage. Thank you for saving me from a closet sociopath. I did not gave birth to a child but have personally experienced Jesus' birth into my life.

For all this and a whole lot more left unsaid, thank you!

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